A friend came home from college on Saturday and I believe it took her 30 minutes before she realised that she wanted to go back due to the lack of nothing. I don't blame her, but at the same time, it just makes me wish September would come around sooner. A year is long when all you do is nothing of excitment and suprise. The only exciting thing that seems to happen is when I spill something at work. And that is not a good excitment. And is it horrible to not be missing the people who left? I think if I lived in a city like Cambridge, I'd be perfectly content with my year out. Sure, I miss one or two, but that's really it. I don't think I feel as bad as I should since they are all out making friends for life and establishing thier future as we speak.

Then there is always that one person who has been a stumbling block for me as everytime I think of them I feel annoyed and angry. Not exactly the qualities of a forgiving Christian. And the problem is that I'd would actually quite like for our friendship to go back to the way it used to be, but she is not even aware that she has done anything wrong which makes me question whether I'm allowed to be angry with her or not. Last rambling point: it's not like I can easily discuss this with anyone left in my town as well since she is beloved by everyone and if we were both away at college, she would definitely be missed more that me.

I need to get out of this town. Just for a day at least and I think it needs to take place rather soon.

And lastly, my mood is not mainly tiredness. My computer just won't let me change it from my last journal entry.

Is actually amazing.

I dropped Further Maths. It was too gay for me to comprehend.

I love my Chemistry class. Tis very cool and I get cookies sometimes.

History is very historical and I can not wait for Russia. Can we say overnight train ride? However, it can be difficult to sit next to Amy in class. She's too smart for her own good.

I can't wait till we start studying infectious diseases in Biology. But right now's cool though because I understand it.

Last, but not least, Maths. How I love you and despise you at the exact same time...




I like the T Bar. Chalami is my fav. As is tea. Mmm tea. I'd wish they use colder water though so I could buy one during break.


Yeah, that's about it.

I need to get pictures up here soon.

[LoveStoned is stuck in my head]

Is mysteriously working. Let's thank the deviant art gods.

My first day of 6th Form consisted of being there for 20 minutes and then being sent home because the internet needed for some test was disabled. I also met HodgePodge again. Super not good. I like my logbook though. It has maps!!

Here are some new pictures with my new camera. Well, it's not exactly new. I just have no pictures on here with it. So here they are. I'm also trying to update my avatar. Tis being gay and not uploading it, so I'll try, try, again.

School starts tomorrow. Gayness and a half.

All my friends.

Which is like Morgan and Lo.

I have a new msn btw, so we can now talk and stuff.

ariana.sevilla@hotmail.com

love